I will return to the universe someday.

I didn't know my range when I was a child. I felt my fingers and toes are very far and I was surprised to move as I wanted. On the other hand, when I was in the field, I felt that everything was me from end to end. Is the hair me? Is the shadow me? Why am I in this form? I was a child who only thought about such things. And sometimes I felt like my body shattered and scattered in the air. This was both very anxious and refreshing. Unfortunately,　this feeling gradually disappeared as I grew up. But, I still occasionally distrust the “I” entity. I recognize the inside of this thin skin as me.But how much difference is there between inside and outside of this thin skin? Almost all cells have been exchanged between me a year ago and me now. Then why should I be another person, but why is "I"? I think. However, I am just a collection of elemental elements. I am made up of elements scattered when the star has a supernova explosion. I just happen to exist in this form, now. And if I die, I will be returned to the element again and scattered in the universe. It may be natural to distrust the entity. It is also said in Zen philosophy. All substances are not substantive, they are a temporary state in a fluid state and are constantly changing. Yes, I am just part of the universe, and I will return to the universe someday.